The last day of February 2010

A lot of ppl seem to think this year is a leap year..but it's not. I have a feeling it's in 2012 but I still havn't got to the point of actually getting confirmation on that. Maybe I should check that out after this. Well February has been an interesting month. Met up with a lot of ppl I havnt seen in ages for dinners or days out. It was good fun. Time goes so quickly that you've just got to arrange things as soon as possible or the months will just fly by. 2009 went so unbelievably fast for me. Alot of things changed. I got myself back for one after having lost myself for over three and a half years and now have a boyfriend who makes me feel very happy..and for the first time..secure. The arrival of this certain someone coming back into my life after so many years AND our four hour convo in the very early hrs of the morning after a night out..gave me the confidence to break out from the situ I was in and set about finding myself again. I'd lost all my confidence and the person I truely was. The person who if I wanted something..would go out and get it. The person who did want to get somewhere in life and who knew what type of career she wanted. So this person's arrival back into my life proved to be quite life changing to the point where..I'm back! ..and I have all my friends back too. I guess I'd kinda drifted away from everyone. They were still always my friends..but contact was reduced to minimal. It happens a lot to ppl in those situ's and I've had so many conversations about it..and for the first time it seems the ppl around me have all come to this conclusion too and are all..if in relationships now..like me..working against letting that happen again. A balance needs to be found. Relationship. Friends. A mix of the two. Independence. I think I can safely say I have that now. My only task left is to sort out my working life. It's scary to break out from a job which you're good at and that I can say is secure..but I never planned to do this..and well I got side-tracked..and now is the time to get myself back on track. It's daunting..but NOW IS the time to start sorting this out. What is the point in waiting?


EDIT: I have the confirmation..2012 is the next leap year :)