It must be quite nice to have a family. You all do different things but all working together. Someone always around when you want to talk about something. Someone always there. I don't know. I've never really experienced it. Is it always nice? Or am I just seeing the best bits from ppl who have family around and at home? I know ppl always say it's nice to have your own time to yourself but you can still get that right??
Can't wait to get one of my own. Tho saying that..I don't know if I will as you never know what will happen..but I hope that I do. Wonder if I'm running out of time tho? Well what will be will be. If it's meant to happen then it will. I believe in fate..and I hope my fate is good.
Sunday 23 May 2010
Saturday 22 May 2010
The sky is blue.
Life is good when you realise what you've got and you are happy. All you have to do next is enjoy what you've got. Right now I'm lying in the amazing sun in my garden and listening to songs playing off my iPod. Feels like it could be heaven.
What an amzing blue sky.
What an amzing blue sky.
Saturday 8 May 2010
Past, Past and Past.
The past is the past. That's what they say. But then why does it still
manage to haunt us? You feel like there's no escape. The past is not
the present and it hasn't been for quite a while. Yet ppl don't seem
to be able to see it. Some still think it's the same. Some still try
to drag you back. There doesn't seem to be anything one can do about
it. Not in this case anyway. There seems no hope to be able to leave
it behind. It seems the past will just haunt for the rest of the
foreseeable future. How do you make ppl think differently? How do you
make ppl see what's now? Should you leave them behind too? Sometimes you just wana escape. Be free from it. No judgement from the past. Fresh. New. Real. But can you really leave those ppl behind?
And then there's the other type of past you want to leave behind. The one that effects who you are. The one that holds you back. The one that
never seems to let you free. What do you do about that? Who can you
speak to? Who can you tell your biggest worry to without fear of
alienating yourself? You can't tell anyone cos it could become the
reality. It could happen. You don't want to think it. But it's there
at the back of your mind. What if it's true? But there's no one you
can tell. It scares you. But you should never say. Never. Until it
does come true. But if it does..you wouldn't know it anymore.
manage to haunt us? You feel like there's no escape. The past is not
the present and it hasn't been for quite a while. Yet ppl don't seem
to be able to see it. Some still think it's the same. Some still try
to drag you back. There doesn't seem to be anything one can do about
it. Not in this case anyway. There seems no hope to be able to leave
it behind. It seems the past will just haunt for the rest of the
foreseeable future. How do you make ppl think differently? How do you
make ppl see what's now? Should you leave them behind too? Sometimes you just wana escape. Be free from it. No judgement from the past. Fresh. New. Real. But can you really leave those ppl behind?
And then there's the other type of past you want to leave behind. The one that effects who you are. The one that holds you back. The one that
never seems to let you free. What do you do about that? Who can you
speak to? Who can you tell your biggest worry to without fear of
alienating yourself? You can't tell anyone cos it could become the
reality. It could happen. You don't want to think it. But it's there
at the back of your mind. What if it's true? But there's no one you
can tell. It scares you. But you should never say. Never. Until it
does come true. But if it does..you wouldn't know it anymore.
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